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Changes

Posted on August 4, 2021August 4, 2021 by Hilda

There have been so many changes lately that I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. Conversations have been had that have me scared. I don't know what to do with some of these changes or conversations. I know I need to just move forward but that is not...Read More

unltitled

Posted on May 20, 2021May 20, 2021 by Hilda

I have been struggling a lot lately with my depression. It has been at an all time low for several months now and I do not see a way out. I see a counselor once a week and more often than not, I'm crying because of something that is going...Read More

Today

Posted on November 18, 2020November 18, 2020 by Hilda

Hello. It has been a long time since I wrote anything for my blog. I apologize. I have been in a very dark rut and it has been hard to get out of there, just so you all know - it has not been one of where I want to...Read More

I’m FINE

Posted on October 28, 2019October 28, 2019 by Hilda

"I'm fine." . I'm always fine. I have to be fine. I don't have the option of being anything else. It hurts but I'm fine. I'm crying but I'm fine. . I want to scream at the roof tops that I'm hurting and I need someone. But I don't think...Read More

Desire

Posted on April 25, 2019May 20, 2019 by Hilda

I seem to have lost desire for anything here lately. I think that my current antidepressant isn't working, which I have already gone to the doctor about and she changed it, I just haven't gone to the pharmacy to pick it up yet. But she put me on an old...Read More

Today

Posted on March 25, 2019March 25, 2019 by Hilda

It has been a while since I wrote anything. I have been sick with the flu, thanks to my youngest, she had it first. I’m just glad that that is as far as it went. I have also been busy with work. I know these are just excuses and need...Read More

Dreams

Posted on March 4, 2019March 4, 2019 by Hilda

Have you ever had a dream that felt real to you? I have. I seem to have them all the time. Last night was no different. But there is one thing that is different with my dreams, some of them seem to become real, kind of like premonitions. I must...Read More

Depression is a hard topic to write about

Posted on February 24, 2019February 24, 2019 by Hilda

This is going to be a short post, my moods have been taking over and not letting me write. Please stay tuned for more to come though. Don’t you think that it is hard to write about depression? I do. I have a hard time putting to words what I...Read More

Sleep, oh sweet sleep, where did you go?

Posted on January 26, 2019January 26, 2019 by Hilda

I have figured something out. I never sleep. I figured out when my body does go to sleep though and when it goes through its full REM cycle. I only actually get about 1.5 to 3 hours of sleep every night. I have been on a few sleep aids that...Read More

The pain never ends

Posted on January 21, 2019January 23, 2019 by Hilda

Today I have another migraine, well this is a continuation from one that I've had all weekend only today it is getting worse. I do not know how much more of this pain I can handle. I am at work again with this migraine just like last Monday. My boss;...Read More